How hard is to locate oneself for one when the directions have been collapsed the ways have been vanished from the eyes, The only thing remains is darkness and hollowness. This unwanted darkness and hollowness become the part of the life and the life itself be the same. I know that these all things sounds very bore and pessimistic but what to do when it is reality not for one or two but many of us are facing the same and going through the phase where the most familiar thing became the utmost stranger.
we feel that we live in another's body entirely strange to us. Non of the command is being obeyed and we see all the happening helplessly. How horrible it is, could not be explained in words, thousands of volumes would be insufficient to explain event one tenth share of the whole grief of being defeated by self.
when we do conspiracy against our own success and prosperity then the thing became worst than death itself. Sorry to say but many of us feels so when we don't have command on ourselves and spare of time and life become the customary at the certain juncture of life. How strange it is even for hearing but it is experienced reality when we know that what we are doing is harmful for us and would ruined us finally but we keep doing until that ruined us or damage to larger extent. This is like having defeat every second and minute by self and blaming self. The Self fight with self, self defeat the self and self eat the self, leave noting to say, think and do. The remaining is grief and frustration in the hand of the man who lost the battle on the ground of conscience aging self.
we feel that we live in another's body entirely strange to us. Non of the command is being obeyed and we see all the happening helplessly. How horrible it is, could not be explained in words, thousands of volumes would be insufficient to explain event one tenth share of the whole grief of being defeated by self.
when we do conspiracy against our own success and prosperity then the thing became worst than death itself. Sorry to say but many of us feels so when we don't have command on ourselves and spare of time and life become the customary at the certain juncture of life. How strange it is even for hearing but it is experienced reality when we know that what we are doing is harmful for us and would ruined us finally but we keep doing until that ruined us or damage to larger extent. This is like having defeat every second and minute by self and blaming self. The Self fight with self, self defeat the self and self eat the self, leave noting to say, think and do. The remaining is grief and frustration in the hand of the man who lost the battle on the ground of conscience aging self.
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